I am starting a new account. I feel that the art I have here isn't that great, so instead of deleting it all, I am opening a second account. It's going to be my primary account now, so I hope you will join me there.

I will still be running this one.

My new account is secret-starlight



Love
Amethyst

So I am sorry it's been so long. I don't know where time went...



I have a lot of updates, so they are going to be quick and vague because if I go into them, well, it's just going to make me sit here forever...


Tim broke up with me. It kinda blows... He hasn't talked to me for a month, with two short, slightly awkward exceptions, and I haven't seen him face-to-face.

Please do NOT believe anything you may here from cristleclear. We had a misunderstanding throughout the school year, and after reading her latest journal, it's pretty clear that not only are we not on the same page, but we must be reading different books. If you have questions, just ask, kay? I'll try my best to stop the false...

I've had to take down my art studio due to CONSTANT complaints from my mom: "don't do that in here!" "If I see paint on the rug..." "you're going to get that everywhere" "what is that?" "I need to use some space in here too!" et cetera... It's killed my inspiration for a while...

I'm getting back to it with my harp.

I have a technology internship at my OLD SCHOOL (info on that one next) and the kick-ass teacher running it all said I was the most reliable intern and that made my day. Also, it's pretty relaxed, so we chill a lot, and so on Thursday, I got to hear my dark, almost metal, shaved-head, satanic-imaged teacher sing this song from his childhood, with the video and everything:
[link]
It made my day.

And new school. I got accepted to a boarding school with a HUGE scholarship and they have an awesome arts program.

So yeah, life has its ups and downs right now, but its ok, I'm making it



Just wanted to say I haven't died. I am very much here.


OH! My buddy Sterling and I may start a collab account. More on that one later... We just thought of it last night over IMing so... yeah... it's in the primal stage, and not 100% guaranteed.

/LOVE

Amethyst

YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats (I still like cats)
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you owned a DS, PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers (OMG who hasn't)
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[ ] gory movies are cool
[x] you used to go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[ ] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[ ] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[ ] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[ ] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once

TOTAL = 9

YOUR GIRL SIDE
[ ] you like to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice (hahahaha, funny)
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black (I almost always wear black...)
[x] you like going to the mall
[x] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelry
[x]you cried watching The Notebook (I haven't watched it but I read it...)
[x] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed (My hair is thick and doesn't dry)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[x] you like wearing dresses
[x] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[x] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything

TOTAL = 11

+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


_Kawii! Mon Cher does pretty much all of these ^-^ And yes, we are still together Makes me quite happy.
It's been 2 1/2 months! I'm so happy!!!

_For our 2-month-virsary he got me a ring. It's one of the promise rings and the heart is green. It's so pretty! It looks kinda like this: [link] but yea... the heart is green marble I think.
_We went to the movies yesterday! And saw most of Fast and Furious! And then we went for some pizza which was yummy. ^-^
_His sister is getting married, so his mom was getting ready for her bridal shower, so she was home and I got to talk to her for a while. And hold the cat. Which for whatever reason Tim doesn't like...

_He says in a while he wants to take me on this specific date he has planned, but is saving up from his job first and after a while when he has extra he is going to take me...
The catch:
I don't get to know what it is.
_It's driving me crazy, and I don't get any clues, but that's ok. It just makes it way more fun. All I know is:
I wouldn't wear just jeans and a t-shirt
I wouldn't be dressy either
That was so confusing to me that he is just going to come over some time before the date and tell me what that means with regards to what I should wear...
It could be (And I think is...) more than one place
He told my bestest buddy Izaak
Izaak wont crack and tell me
I split up facts so I can lie to myself and feel like I know more than I do about this.
And just to try to use all the fanciful colored bullets


IN OTHER NEWS:
_I am looking at a boarding school for next year. I am pretty sure my principal has it out for me and I have some pretty pathetic teachers either for this year or the theoretical next. Thus I don't want to stay that the school that I am at...
_I toured the school yesterday. There was a small part of me that was hoping I would hate it so that I wouldn't have to make this big decision about moving 2 hours away to a boarding school and not staying close to my friends. But alas, I LOVED IT!
_They have a TON of art classes, one of which I sat in on and met this cool girl Taylor, who I then ate lunch with, toured her dorm with, and sat in her English class with. She showed me around between lunch and her next class too, and everything was just cool. She told me the things she liked and didn't like about the school, but honesty, there wasn't much bad. It was awesome.
_Now the only thing keeping me is the need for tuition assistance, cuz it's expensive... >.<


All is well in dream land. I have to go back after easter though...


_Which brings me to my last point. Everyone keeps wondering: Where does the Easter Bunny come from??
_Well, I'm here to tell you that when one bunny loves another bunny very much, or it is just a late drunken night, bunnies have a habit of, well... you know, making other bunnies...

And it goes something like that



HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY



Am3Thy5T

Never want to be old
And I don’t want dependence
It’s no fun to be told
That you can’t blame your parents anymore

I’m finding it hard
To hang from a star
Don’t want to be
Never want to be old

Sullen and bored the kids stay
And in this way they wish away each day…
Stoned in the mall the kids play
And in this way wish away each day…

I don’t really know
If I care what is normal
And I’ m not really sure
If the pills I’ve been taking are helping

I'm wasting my life
Hurting inside
I don’t really know
And I’m not really sure

Sullen and bored the kids stay
And in this way they wish away each day…
Stoned in the mall the kids play
And in this way wish away each day…

Sullen and bored the kids stay
And in this way they wish away each day…
Stoned in the mall the kids play
And in this way wish away each day…

= [link]
Sentimental - Porcupine Tree
(Anyone who saw this can't guess the song on my note on FaceBook)